ermm...

What am I thinking now?
Isn't that I had already get rid of him?
Why my mind is getting more messy now?
He supposed to leave soon and why still putting hope on him?
He is a good guy but I don't think he would accept me.
oh...
but really hope to know what he is thinking about...
today,
I purposely ignored him when he was trying to talk to me
about something
& I tried my best to control my emotion
however,
after that he just ignored me
like what I did to him
we are best friend once before,
sharing our thoughts,
sorrows and joys...
is impossible he would accept me
but i do always hope that our relationship can maintain
till that day my feeling towards him fades
cause
he is a good guy