An Unforgetable Event~

For me, every event that happened would be a great memory to me, but for this Cultural Night that I performed with my friends, it does really left a great impact to me especially in my heart.
Actually, due to some private reason, I did left the crew for a month time.
I do always feel sorry to my closest friend cum brother who is managing the crew.
However, many things that happened between us made me had the toughest decision ever that I have to give up the crew.
Many people would think this action of mine is because of my selfishness regardless of the feeling of others especially my brother. Only he and I know that the decision is the best for both of us.

I never wonder I would perform that night.
This last minutes decision of him to expand the crew made me get involved in the performance.
Although it was a tough task for me, as well as the most hectic yet tiring three days for me to ready for the performance, but I did enjoy the moments with the gang.
I feel like I am still part of the crew, that we formed initially.
I miss Vincent that had gone back to his hometown,
I miss J Hong that we did have some great memories together;
I still feel like I am with the whole crew tightly.
I miss them.

& I know that once there is a wound, it would never be alright though it would heal some days in the future.

No matter how, I still treasure the friendship among the entire dance crew, that we are sharing the same passion and interest.
Though I left you all, but my spirit is still with you all.

THANKS guys!
THANKS for giving me opportunity to vacillate the stage again!
THANKS for giving me such a nice memory.
THANKS Brian!
THANKS Titus!
THANKS Michael!
THANKs Stephanie!
THANKS Kang Shun!
THANKS Emilia!
THANKS Ben!

I would never forget the spirit of Vacillatorz! ~Beyond The Limit!~

rAnd0M Questions

He is an interesting lecturer for me so far.
He was keep calling my name when I was not concentrate.
He also let me realized that everyone should live in the way that he/she prefer.
His words today really made me think of my situation again.
He seemed like saying me, but i know that he wasn't.
He asked that have us ever think of ourselves in what type of condition three years later?
Do we ever satisfied our own condition right now?
Can we imagine that three years later, we are still remaining the same without any change?
THESE questions are haunting me before and they are BACK!
Like previously, I would definitely tell him that I would never satisfied with my condition or situation right now.
The greediness of me makes me could never satisfied my deep, deep desires!!!
I really wish, and always wish to have more.
however,
the TIME really made some effects on me.
because of the TIME, I know the real needs of me,
I get to know many people that really taught me well in certain areas,
and I realized that,
I could not be so SUBJECTIVE for all the time!!!

I can have some changes three years later,
but I could not change my faith.
I could have more and more new friends three years later,
but I could not forget the other friends.
I could be very materialistic or ego,
but I should not leave those who were beside me, encouraging me and supporting me.

Thanks to everyone here, and anyone that I know.
Thanks for letting me know me, my strengths and my weaknesses.
Thanks to let me have more challenges and make me grow.
Thanks for being with me.