future planning? planning future...

When come to this issue, everybody would have different point of view. I have heard my friends about their future planning too. 25 get married, 28 first kid and 30 the second... 25 own the first car, 30 the first house, 40 have a stable family plus income, 50 travel around the world... Is it true that we can really achieve this as we planned? But it seems no effect on me. I've done once before but actually I'd failed for it. That time, I was think to become an outstanding choreographer and yet had thrown lots of efforts on it. However, what I really got for all my effort is just not as what I think. I have wasted most of my time on it but come to the end I realized that I actually learn nothing. I was so depressed and I know that I shouldn't waste anymore time on it. I deserved better. Thus I am now never plan for my future anymore. Scared I won get What I want. I just hope I can get much more that I want because I am a Greedy one. I want to travel around the world, to have more knowledges, having a good family and a life partner that really loves me, to be rich...... To much to achieve but I have never set up a date for it. I scared I cant really accept any failure, perhaps I should go for longer period...

passion?~

Everybody would have different passion in their life. No doubt, me too. A year ago, i discovered that i really have great passion in dancing. I can spend all my resting time just for it since i am a person that is really fully-schedule. I have to work, study, and yet have to help my parents. My friends always blaimed me for this because i can seldom meet them even our gathering is like once in a blue moon. This is my choice and I never feel that it will affects my life. My parents always scold me for being went home late in the mid night every time I got practices for performances or competition and yet force me to quit from the dance crew. At that moment, my passion made me overcome all the problems and convinced my parents to let me proceed with it. All people beside me could see the efforts that i put in and my enthusiasm towards dancing. Although my health have been affected due to sleep late everyday, but I never think of giving it up. Until I found that I was actually fool by them and yet can actually learn nothing more, then I made the toughest decision in my life. I HAVE TO GIVE UP, GIVE UP MY GREATEST PASSION! I really don't know whether in the future I can still proceed with it or not, but what I can do that time just let it be. By this, I can reduce all the pain and suffer that I gain though I really can make it better when I hold it tight that time. I really undergo the depression in my life after that. I had lost all the confidence towards myself and trust towards people around me. Luckily, somebody had pulled me out from my valley of depression. He told me that I can dance well, I can do better. Don't ever let my thinking drag my progression. I really feel thankful to him let me get rid of my unhappy experience. I think I could never give up dancing anymore, no matter how bad is the condition. I won let him disappointed anymore.