attitude...

I've got my last term result this morning and felt really upset of it.
I thought I can managed to do well in those subjects but the truth is just that I can only pass them. Friends around are just telling me that I should be thankful cause I've pass the exam. Is it my attitude be the main problem causing me failed to achieve what I want? Suddenly I realized that my egoism really retard me from being achieve more and what I truly want.
At the same time, the words that always come out from dad appear again.
" As an individual living in this world, we should always be humble."
I think this is the way he is using until now and really make him benefits from it.
Start from now, I should be more humble and sincere in my way of life.
Treat other better then you will be treated better as well.
I want myself to believe it although I am very clear that the possibilities of it is really small.

Then, second thing, I did not even put in much efforts in study, how can I expect good result? When comes to this issue, attitude problems again... How could I expect I could score well by those kind of attitude towards study? Lame... I could never believe I did so. I heard before that when you put in hundred percent effort, you can actually gain back not as much as you have put in. Wow, if I want to get hundred percent success, then I have to put hundred and fifty percent or more in order to get it? Yeah.... I should not blamed others for my failure. Never let your laziness control you, overcome it.You are having great space to improve. Remember to work very hard. Prove to the other that you deserve better...
Last but not least, CHANGE YOUR ATTITUDE!!!

stage~

I do believe everyone would have different characteristic on their own life stage. It's only depends on the person whether to show it well or let it be. Everyone that besides you is just a person who does act a part in your life. Everybody shall be the main character in own's life no matter what kind of characteristic that you posses. A flower-an attracting one, a dog-a faithful one towards its owner, a star-a bright shimmering star... I used to be a mute, an aimless girl in my early stage of life who was having simple thoughts and lifestyle. I believed in fate which something that had been arranged by the god, I have no power to change it. However, my point of view change when I turn to the age of 18, I just checked what had I achieved for my previous life and what I found out was nothing. I was tried my best to think what should I do to have a better life in future. I start to learn more, learn whatever that I don't really know, learn more life skills and learn to be humble and to be more determined as these are the basic needs to learn and get more knowledge from people. Soon after I learn dancing, I really found out that each person is able to perform well on stage, even me- a person who has an extreme low self-esteem. Since that time, I swear to live my life better, do well in every single stage in my life and never let myself regret anymore. I am now still finding a suitable stage for me....